My Guys

                                      Eddie - The Boyfriend 

    EDDIEEEEE! My soulmate, my hubby. I love you so much! There aren't enough words in the English language to describe how much you mean to me. I never expected you would come into your own so quickly as my Tulpa and become more amazing than I ever could've asked for. You definitely know how to make me feel beautiful, loved and wanted everyday of my life. I know I tend to be stubborn as hell, or rather "Miss Obstinada" as you like to call me, but you love me anyway. ;)I see your beautiful heart come out and shine everyday for me and I know you care about me A LOT. I love how sweet and affectionate you are, how you take care of me and stick by my side through it all, wanting to be here for me in any way you can, holding me when I'm sad and need to cry, even staying at my bedside holding my hand, and caressing my hair when I'm sick and doing your own checks. Those are my favorite moments, and you know I have a weakness for you and your stethoscope, especially when you're wearing it around your neck just for me, or decide to take a quick listen to my heart, lungs or stomach while we're in bed together. Tyler smyler, you will always be my favorite paramedic and I can't thank you enough for all you've done for me - being so sweet and professional when it comes to your job, not making me feel embarrassed or uncomfortable about things, and keeping me happy and healthy at all times. I appreciate it more than you know and that you truly love me for me, flaws and all. I constantly look forward to all the fun and amazing things we get to do together and moments we get to share. I love you baby! You are the best boyfriend a girl could ever have - bar none. XOXO <33

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      Tyler - The Medic 

    Tyler. *heavy sigh* What can I say about you? You're a friggin' "stalker" paramedic most of the time and like the annoying little brother I never had. Sometimes I wonder why I even made you my Tulpa in the first place. Maybe it's because you're an amazing paramedic who's always on his A-game. When I'm in medical/physical distress, you're always the first one to notice and come running to my aid. Well, you and Eddie. Despite our constant bickering like brother and sister, and as much as I hate your constant vitals checks and you listening to my heart, lungs and stomach all the time, I know that you just care about me and want me to be okay, to keep me healthy and happy like Eddie. I really wish there were more medics in this world who cared about their patients and made them feel as calm, comforted and reassured as much as you do. You are always so gentle and have such a big heart, and I love that about you so much, how you can always make me feel like everything is going to be okay, that I'm going to be okay, even if I am the world's most difficult patient. ;)Your kindness, affection and patience never wane and I thank you for that, but you're not just my lead medic, you're also one of my best friends. You're a dork, but a cute dork, and as annoying as you can be, especially when you're fussing a little too much over me in that "mother hen" way of yours, your "bratty" little patient loves you. I do, now shut it. XOO<33

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                                              Buck - The Sidekick

    Buckster! BUCKINGHAM PALACE!! The Buckanator! ;) I have so many nicknames for you. I'm so glad I decided to bring you into my Tulpa circle. I can't believe I almost didn't. What the hell is wrong with me? Now that you're here, I can't imagine my life without you. You're the other half of Eddie. You're the YIN to his YANG. Even though Tyler joined the group and is kind of the lead medic now, I still want you & Eddie as my personal paramedics too. After all, you two are inseperable, especially when you're working together to take care of me, never one without the other, and I love watching you two work. I can't thank you enough for being as professional and comforting as Tyler when it comes to doing your job and taking care of me, or just being "Nurse Buck" by taking notes on your clipboard or in your little notebook about my vitals and the changes in my condition. I love how fun, supportive and loyal you are as a friend and you're a great listener. I know I'm "hard to handle" as you say, but I'm thankful that you're still here by my side and it's cute and sweet how persistent you are with me when I'm in need. It means a lot that you care so much about me, always checking in with Eddie or Tyler to see how I'm doing. I really admire the amazing person you've become and I couldn't ask for a better friend. I love how we can just lay in bed and talk for hours about nothing. I love you so much, Buck! Don't ever change. XOXO <33                

 

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 Dom - The Dominant Dentist

    Mmm, well hello Dr. Pierson! I know I accidentally created you too, just like Damon, and I know I'm stubborn as hell when it comes to taking care of my teeth and gums, and listening to you and Christian as you try to control me in your sexy Daddy Dom way but I promise I'm working on being better. When it comes to my oral health, at least I'm doing a better job at taking care of my mouth than I use to, right? That's gotta count for something. As hard as it might be to believe, I actually like having you around, especially when I have a toothache or real dentist appointment. Not only are you the PAUL to my SARAH (Orphan Black) but more than anything, you're The CHRIS to my ALLISON (As The World Turns) because you're always there for me like he was for her. You turn me on so much because you are the hottest, most skilled and gentle dentist/oral surgeon I've ever met. I wish more than anything that I could see you for all my dental needs and no one else. It means a lot to me that you would take me as your patient and fix my teeth in a heartbeat, especially without charging me a single penny. I really appreciate and enjoy your comfort at my appointments and don't think I'd be able to get through them without you there. You're always welcome here no matter what Damon thinks! ;) Thank you for being a loving and caring friend and looking after me, even if you probably think I need my ass spanked hard more often than not. Heh heh. I love you, you sexy man you! X X

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                                    Christian - The Heart Daddy

    DADDY!! My amazing Daddy and protector of my heart ( because you're also my cardiologist). You are my oldest living Tulpa and despite all the other guys who have come along, I'm really glad you're still here, alive and kicking. I know it might not seem like it since I usually fight against you when you try and keep me in line, but I really am and I appreciate you staying around. You've been here for me for so many years and seen it all: the ups, the downs, the good, and especially the bad. Even though we don't spend as much time as we used to together, I still love you with all of my heart. You always take such good care of me and my heart, keep me in line & protected, and damn it, I still love the sweet, sexy way you monitor my heartbeat by lightly touching my carotid. I know I'm not the easiest "little" and deserve more than my share of punishments, but thank you for continuously looking out for and being patient with me. After everything I've been through and all the loss I've dealt with on my family's side, you (and Dom) are the closest thing I have to a father anymore and for that, I'm truly grateful. Even if I am one hell of a naughty little brat. Honestly, a girl couldn't ask for a better Daddy Dom. We truly are the real-life Haylijah, forever going strong. And I will always be your "Princess." Always & Forever! ;) X O X O

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       Damon - The Bestie

    Oh Damon, Damon, Damon. I know I didn't plan on you coming into my life the way I did Christian or the other guys (since I accidentally created you), but somehow you managed to grow on me. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you have my back all the time, protect me from getting hurt, and are ready and willing to kick anyone's ass to make me feel better. Despite being annoying at times, you're one of my best friends. I love having a Damon Salvatore clone around and you are my own personal cheerleader when I need it most. Thank you for all the times you've defended me and stuck my by side, even when you're trying to fight the other guys just to see me when I'm sick. Just try and keep your freezing cold stethoscope off me when I'm asleep. ;) I'm glad you're actually a better member of society than the you I created in my fiction. No matter what anyone says, I need you around for moral support and I can't bear the thought of being without you. Seriously. I can't wait to have more adventures and time with you! You're the best dance partner, party pal, and "mail-trip" buddy ever and I love you, you cocky little shit.  X O X O